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I Felt Shame

by Pulaski Day

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1.
I could try to open every door to every house I could go and hurt everyone (or anyone) who tried to lend a hand You were older, We were ignorant to any sort of complications this feeling just begun, God it feels so alien I don't think we can still be friends Oh, how I want (or wanted) to push My hands through Yours Oh, how I thought (I thought You told Me) You told Me, You were sure I told you when I came "I'm just a Stranger" I told you when I came "I'm just a Stranger" You told Me when You came "We're just Strangers" You told Me when You came "We're just Strangers"
2.
You and Him 01:55
I could sit for hours on the phone with You talking about things I barely understand because I want You to think I'm smarter than I really am I could scroll for hours trying to find an excuse because I want to talk to You I don't understand this isn't really new to me maybe I could fit between You and Him I don't really understand this is so new to me I could never fit between You and Him
3.
Laura's Song 01:10
She knows You don't love her but pretending You do helps Her work is a distraction from wanting to kill Herself But it doesn't work as well as She wants it to it was cool to try something new "if I'm not happy next week-" "Oh my God." Sergeant O'Leary left last night with a note on the doorstep "IF I DON'T COME BACK DON'T LOOK FOR ME" that's what we did we didn't even look for him--
4.
Tulpa 01:31
5.
Are you listening to me rambling about things that don't mean anything to you is it complicated or do you just hate me I don't think about you the way you think about me Are you interested in romanticizing everything I want to feel your warmth is it tantalizing- you don't like me I don't think about you the way you think about me
6.
I Felt Shame 04:12
Yellow stained carpets burned in My mind fetishized objects I want to be mine reliving mistakes that were all My fault I felt shame in what I was called Sexual experiences all made up ********* from uber and I made love life was never what I thought I felt shame in how I was caught

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written and recorded by Naomi

all done on 4-track except for bits on: (1), (4), (6)
(4) was made in Ableton and processed through tape.

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released September 9, 2022

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i'm naomi and I wrote these songs.

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